Tuesday, September 2, 2008

I'll be there soon.

Ensieh.

Workday.

You know those looks people give you when they think they're better than you? What seems like they want to open their mouth an say "I don't need to listen to you, you're meaningless to me." I get those everyday. I think, maybe, it has something to do with the side of town I live in, maybe where I work, might even be that I give off the type of energy that makes people feel that they're welcome to be placed above me. I understand that you, that blonde with the lip implants and pink tank top, you have never worked a day in your life and the world is at the tips of your toes, I understand you've treated people as if they're nothing since you can remember, and I get that daddy has given you everything you've ever wanted and more, but I feel like I'm better than you today. I feel that you try too hard to make yourself feel above me when the truth is, I'm better than you because I would never think of treating people like nothing, never thinking of walking past someone who made an honest effort to say hello, even though they were told to by a higher power. Accepting people will get me so much further than you will ever be. You will be stuck in this small town forever because this is where daddy's money is, this is where you have known, nothing outside these city walls, this is where the doctor is that's going to do your breast implants, your hair stylist, this is the town that you feel you have ruled your entire life.
Have fun with that. I'm off to bigger and better things, and it all came from the hard work and respect I disciplined myself with.


Currently listening:
Echo and the Bunnymen.